This message was given to me directly after the "Stargaze" message on 3/21/07, but I was not to publish it until today, 5/20/07.
Before I get into the actual message, I was told to convey an encounter I had last September or so. I was at a weekend Renaissance Fair and I was told by the Angels to bring my Angel oracle cards to give readings. I was there all day Saturday and Sunday... walking, walking, walking. The first day when I just arrived, I remember seeing a guy who was about 22 or so and my "thought" was, "I need to give him an Angel reading" but I knew the timing wasn't right, so I strolled around and it seems like he would cross my path at least once an hour for 2 days straight.
It was Sunday evening (the last day of the fair)... the sun was setting and I hadn't even given one Angel reading yet! Again, I had been WALKING everywhere and literally had never sat down during the event so my "thought" again was, "Well... if you're going to give Angel readings you need to sit down!" (These "thoughts" are actually the Angels guiding me. We all have these thoughts and we need to learn to pay attention to them.)
So.. I need to sit down... that makes sense. I was in the middle of probably a hundred people in the food area... I bet there would be plenty of people who would want an Angel reading here. So what did I do??? I LEFT the area, NOT because I didn't want to give readings, but because I was "guided" to where I was supposed to sit. The Angels told me to go way over to the other side of the park where there were NO PEOPLE. They had me sit down with my back to the crowd so it just looked like someone was sitting way off in the distance all alone minding his own business.
What happened next???
Literally within 30 seconds, the guy who I kept running into all weekend walks from behind me and says, "Ah... Angel Cards... would you give me a reading?" LOL... I found the whole thing HILARIOUS!!! When we are Obedient and listen to our intuition, we immediately get what we want. Sometimes the Angels ask us to do "silly" things in our eyes (like leave the crowd where all the people are), but they know better than we do what we should do.
So, I gave the reading and the person asked me, "Do you not have your memory?" I replied, "I have an amnesia of sorts in this lifetime." He said that I was his teacher/mentor in a former lifetime and he was my apprentice. I was a healer and together we would open hospitals and teach others in the art of healing (in the Egyptian era). I told him that all of that made sense, but my "memory issue" was important for me (and him) in this lifetime. "I am to re-learn the secrets of Life again and to teach others its SIMPLICITY."
Many people believe we agree to a "contract" before we come this life and I signed up for this "amnesia" to help teach others that you don't have to be a genius to figure things out. I have shared in earlier articles and in my podcasts that there is an underlying mathematical order to how things work, but in the message I am to share with you today, you will see how simple the "equation" is. I am NOT mathematical... I am the least mathematical person of all, but this all makes sense to me!
Here's the message...
3/21/07 1:50 am
"The Equation is NOT an equation you need to work out or compute - the Equation IS. BE the Equation. You can SEE it. Everything is in Order. With each breath, you exhale the Equation. With each beat of your heart, you ARE the Equation. There is nothing to figure out, You are already living it.
Like a well ordered clock, everything is in precise working order. Precision is Perfect. Everything, including "Disorder" is part of the equation. War, poverty, injustice are all part of the equation - It is Our part to right the wrong. We must do Our part to set TRUTH into motion. WE are the Balancing Force of the Universe. Not One Person, But Everyone.
When One is Strong, We are All Strong. When One is Weak, We are All Weak.
Be Firm in Your Position within the Grid and All will BE Well.
The movies usually dress up these characters really well... lots of gloomy, terrifying makeup and some perfect music will raise the hairs on your neck without a doubt! BUT, how close are these beings to the real thing (if there is such a real thing!)???
Let me start off by saying, Yes, there are spirits, ghosts, or "poor souls" (as the good old Catholics would call them) who are in a state of wandering or "limbo/purgatory." They are caught in that realm because they basically didn't "get it" in their time spent here on the earth. Imagine your friends, family or other people in your life who just don't "get it "... they sort of wander around on the earth in this lifetime with no passion, no life, no meaning, and they continue this same wandering pattern in the next life.
So... How does one get into "Heaven?" Well... I believe that what I am about to share came from one of the writings of a Trappist monk. It is "right on" if you ask me. The concept goes something like this... Heaven is the "place" or state of being where the part of you that is "God-Like" dwells. As humans we have both a human and DIVINE nature... a part of us which is God-Like. We were created in the "image and likeness of God." "Heaven" is that part of us which is "God-Like."
So the question is, What is God-Like???!!!
God is Pure LOVE
God is Pure LIGHT
God is Pure HAPPINESS
God is Pure JOY
God is Pure HARMONY
God is Pure PEACE
GOD IS PURE...
OK... so... the part of us that is God-Like goes to Heaven! The part of us that is LOVE, LIGHT, HAPPINESS etc. is that part of us that will "BE" in Heaven. The next question is... How much of YOU is LOVE, LIGHT, HAPPINESS etc???!!! Scan your being right now... imagine your boundaries as a human... you occupy a certain amount of space, right? How much of you is Love? How much space within you is Light? How much is Happiness???
Get the idea?
Those people on this earth that wander... the people with no PASSION, no Love for LIFE, are those souls in Limbo who had a lifetime to "GET IT" but didn't! If you aren't growing your capacity to LOVE here on this earth, what are you doing???!!!
Is There Help for the "Poor Souls?"
What prompted me to write this article was something that happened to me during a nap I was taking this afternoon. In a very "lucid dream" a wandering soul kept trying to get close to me. I could see his arm in the shadows... he kept moving around restless, in and out, in and out (like pacing back and forth). I laugh as I write this now, because I asked him, "What kind of an Angel are you?" Like, "I've never seen an Angel like you... so hard to communicate with, so jittery!" I would ask him questions and he could barely talk... just so un-interesting, with no depth, no "passion" etc. I realized that this wasn't an Angel at all, it was a "Lost Soul." Truly, without a doubt, a soul with no meaning, no purpose, nothing to look forward to... totally in "Limbo." He had a friend with him, a girl who was even further back in the shadows. I could feel her presence, but she was so "shy" (like her friend) that she couldn't/wouldn't come into the Light for me to see her. I asked what his name was and it was very difficult to understand him. He reminded me of so many of my friends who are homeless people and drug addicts. These addicts are called "Tweakers"... always pacing back and forth, always mumbling... many are paranoid schizophrenic.
At this point I am wondering why this spirit is coming to me. I asked my Angels, and they said that, "This soul has been assigned to you (Paul)... you are to help him find the Light." OK... WOW.... BIG TASK!!!
Not being sure where to start, I somehow got him to tell me his name (Jessie) and I asked him if he wanted my help. I told him that he needed to trust me. So, once he agreed I asked him what his "Passion" is? I SWEAR the only thing I remember him saying was, "Partying." LOL... OH MY GOSH!!! Because I have so many homeless friends with this same mindset, with whom LOGIC is of no use, I wasn't sure what to do next. Was this going to be a life-long project for me? I have to worry about my own soul, let alone this guy's! Plus, that girl he was hanging around... she came as part of the package!
So, I turned to who I always turn to when I need HELP!!! Mary... The Mother of Jesus! They call her the "Mother of PERPETUAL Help"... the "Queen of the Angels" and boy did I need help!!! I took Jessie over to Mary, who is ALWAYS there for us when we need her, and I put my hand on her cloak. (This makes me think of kids who are always pulling on their mother's clothes, but this doesn't bother them), and I said to her, "This is my friend Jessie... he needs your help. He needs to receive the Light." So, I placed him in her arms, like Jesus' body is draped over Mary's arms in the statue "Pieta."
His weak and lifeless body in her arms lay there as she placed her hand on his head. She began to caress his forehead and hair, and with each stroke his soul began to come alive until he was finally completely whole, but now he was a little boy. She told him to, "Go play with the other kids"... there were many other "little" or "baby" souls who were all playing like kids on a playground. Mary was running some sort of "childcare" facility for all of these newly re-born souls!
So, I looked back and I saw his "girlfriend" and I asked, "Do you want to come to?" She smiled, and said, "Yes"... putting out my hand, she grabbed it very tightly and practically RAN to Mary who so gladly took her into her arms to take care of her!!!
I had never done this before and I was reminded of a friend of mine's friend who we think has been a wandering soul. I called out for her and she came forward. I told her that she was wandering because she put too much emphasis on holding on to THIS life throughout her illness, and not loving "LIFE" in general. LIFE is eternal and we need to release our attachment to the physical realm. Let the Love of ALL LIFE permeate our being, not the love of our human life. She understood. I also told her that she was also too attached to the love of her husband. She loved HIM, instead of LOVING EVERYTHING. Meaning, she was so attached to the physical aspects of her husband, that she had nothing in the next life to call LOVE.
Remember the first part of my article? That part of you which is God-Like will go to Heaven! So... because she was so attached to the physical aspects of this life, she had nothing take take with her into the next life!
I then offered to take this friend to Mary and she said that she wanted to, so I guided her over, and this time, instead of this soul becoming a child, she was more like a teenager soul. Mary told her that she needed to help the younger souls out with their development... a "babysitter." I take this to mean that this person had learned a lot in life and was more "mature" than the first two wanderers. Instead of starting as an infant or toddler, she was further along on the journey than they were.
The Point to All This???